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Astral agonies

by joy

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Cut off my life.With a sharpened obisidian knife. Even blood looks black when your eyes are closed. You choose not to see then you settle down and believe. You have no ears. You have no eyes. You have no lips. You don’t matter. I die , my visions lost. A black hole, I fall into. Theres nothing here, im all alone, a toxic waste, my life was. But now im here theres nothing here.
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El arcoiris me despierta de mi sueno . cada dia yo me muero. Solo pienso de un deseo . quiero ser libre y volar como cuervo. Cada dia yo me mato. Despreciado y deprimido me la paso. Submijido en lamento. Mis gotas caen del cielo. Mi amigo es un tecolote pero el nomas vuela en la noche. Tambien quiero vivir como el. Los gusanos también quiero comer. Como cuervo, toda mi vida es negra hasta en el dia. Mis consejos me los dice el viento. Mi destino es imenso! Quiero ser libre y volar como cuervo.
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Im in hurt but whats the worth? My minds still a mess except this time im suppressed. Ive become a pharmaceutical lab rat. Another guinea pig in the medicine scheme. They care about theyr pockets they don’t care about me and when I get off my pills I secrete extra chemicals and some don’t get secreted at all. These meds ruin me From the inside out. They ruined me so much that now my ego is gone. Sabotage my consciousness in black dust. These pharmaceuticals caused my fall!!!
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I'll shoot myself in the head with a silencer so no one can hear me die. standing at the edge of a cliff so my body gets washed away by the tides. so theres no trace of my being and my corpse can be nowhere to find. Releasing my brain to the earth so no secrets i have left to hide. To these circumstances I have been obliged. My whole life has been a demise.
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I have dreams sometimes, there's a spirit that transmits telepathic thoughts. i hate it, i hate it, i hate it. thoughts of me giving up in life and pulling the itchy finger. I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. these spiritual entities haunt me they ruin me, sometimes i start to think that i'm crazy but it's just my harsh reality.
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this album was recorded in the dungeon of sorrow, and published in the black cave of misery.
All music by Tsug the Tormented and Immot the Anguished.

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released June 22, 2016

striborg omm documentary samples where used, the song ''Striborg'' was dedicated to the band striborg or in other words russell menzies.
The rest is for the hate, the depression and the darkness. May you see us when you close your eyes or turn off the lights. a big thanks to kyle for all the photography

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